Thank you for the concern yesterday. I didn’t mean to worry anyone. It was just a rough day. And sometimes all of this junk that I go through is a little on the unreal side, even to me.
Our little ones left today. It was uneventful. As a last act, J played baseball with several glass ornaments. And E was in rare form, out and out just ignoring me today or doing the opposite of what I asked. But, that’s o.k. They’re going through the hard part of all of this. And they’re kids. I’m an adult. I can handle the change.
I think that it’s noticably calmer in our home now. And not just because there are fewer people. Because there’s no uncertainty. We are a family. There’s no question as to how long. There’s no talk of moving or changing. We will move and change, but we will do these as a family, not as individuals. I love those kids. They are me. We are one.